Happy 2011

Happy new year! 4 days in and I'm wondering if I should have eaten my black-eyed peas, cabbage and ham for good luck! Don't get me wrong, I live a full life with lots of love surrounding me! It's just the past couple of months have been very trying! I've had to quit a job, change multiple dr's & still feel as if I'm at square one! I still hope and pray for a cure for my chronic back pain that causes me to miss out on many special events in my life. It's caused me to reevaluate my relationships both family & friend. It's a struggle knowing I need help and either I'm too proud to ask for it or those I so reach out to are too busy to give it! This makes me so thankful to have the wonderful and understanding family who provides support and encouragement even when I really don't want to hear it:-) My resolution this year is to make the best of my circumstances & prosper, even when I don't feel I have the strength and to look to the Lord when I'm lost! Now, hopefully Ella will cooperate:-)